Oh What a Feeling!

It is less than twenty four hours before we leave for the airport. Twenty four hours before we leave to go to the country where we will meet our son. Our son, our little boy, our Titus Andrew, the one we've waited so long for. Pinch us, is this real? Are we really leaving finally to become a family? That little boy who has been a dream for so long. The little boy we finally got to put a face to four months ago. The little baby boy that stole our hearts almost four months ago. The little boy who we've been talking to in pictures around our house is finally going to be in our arms-UNREAL!!! Oh what a feeling!!

There are so many emotions we both feel right now. Kevin and I will look at each other and just smile a goofy smile, and giggle, and a deep breath is taken-are we really here?-YES WE ARE!!!

We are excited, ecstatic, nervous, happy, overjoyed, in disbelief, thankful, grateful. We are filled with love, anticipation, a little anxiety, hope, and love...oh so much love!! Love for this little boy who we've only looked at in pictures. Who knew your heart could grow so much? We can't wait to hold our little boy, and shower him with all our love.


Dear Titus

It is the day before we are coming to get you. The day before we will leave to set foot in the country of your birth. You were born in our hearts a long time ago, and now you will be in our arms. God made a place for you there, a place in our hearts, a place in our lives, it has been His will that we become a family. We are your Mommy & Daddy, your loving and dedicated parents. We will always be here to love and comfort you, to help and support you. To show you the way, with hugs and kisses, to hold your hand tightly as you navigate this new world. We are so happy to finally have you in our lives. We will now become a family...finally...forever!!

Little Titus, we are coming to get you, to hold you tightly, and love you forever. Mommy & Daddy can't wait to hold you in their arms. We can't wait to look in those big dark brown eyes for real, and hear your voice. No more wondering, no more just pictures to look at, you will be in our arms so soon, and we will never let go.

Our hearts are bursting right now, we can't wait to begin this next part of our journey together as a family!

Soon, so soon. We love you Titus Andrew!!!